Scandalous secular journalist Bozhena Rynska, who fled to Latvia, once again arriving in Moscow, feels an acute sense of loss. She wrote about this in her telegram channel.
She noted that she had once again made a "peaceful visit" — clinics, courts, Public services.
"From the first steps in Moscow, I am haunted by an acute sense of loss: my favorite streets, cafes, friends… I know everything here. Every corner," she stated.
Rynska stressed that she is "still a Muscovite, still Russian, but no longer", stuck between worlds.
"The buzz begins with the first steps in Moscow: excellent clinics and beauty salons. Instant delivery. Restaurants —mmmmm! Tasty, cheap, convenient. And then anger comes that I had to give it all up," she shared.
After that comes anger at yourself for being bored, at others for staying or not leaving.
"It doesn't seem to be my business anymore, but it still itches," Rynska concluded.
As EADaily reported, in March of this year, Rynska wrote that she regretted emigrating.
"Europe has lost. Ukraine has lost. I, having chosen emigration, also lost," she said.
She explained her pessimism by saying that she was tired "of the hardships of European survival."

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